Am I?

One word frees us

Of all the weight and pain in life,

That word is Love

~ Socrates ~

ahhh.. i think i'm falling in love..

i just can't take my mind off him!

Orthodontic Braces I’m Currently Using

It was September 3^rd, 2008..

I woke up early in the morning in order to attend an 8-am-class; Seminar Perencanaan Komunikasi Korporasi.

As usual, as a latecomer, I arrived about 15 minutes after the class started.. pushed the door.. and sat down next to Ludi.. To be honest, I didn’t enjoy the class.. laid down.. and of course sat that moment out! Hahaha..

The professor suddently asked, “have u already taken Komunikasi Organisasi (Komor)?”

Some said, “not yet Sir”

“Oh. Sorry to say, u should skip this class. Only those who had already taken Komor who are allowed to stay in the class”

I sank into a really bad mood.. but still kept my head.

“Okay Professor. Never Mind. I myself were not at all interested in this class and discussion.” said I, grumpily. I convinced myself. Just played it cool. I left the class and grinned at all the students who also accepted that situation without complaining.

I walked into the elevator.. went into the ground floor.. headed for any place I found interesting..

While walking around, I suddenly came up with an idea; Dental Brace!

Yeah, dental brace. I have planned on getting braces installed.. just to force the alignment of my teeth to correct itself ..

It was about 10 o’clock in the morning..

I was waiting for my turn to be examined by an Ortho Specialist..

“Enny Ingketria, come in” said the Nurse

After experiencing medical examination and several check-ups, the Doctor decided………

-to be continued *gtg. hahaha

Jalan Hidup

tentunya sudah sering mendengar istilah "hidup adalah pilihan". ada saat kita dihadapkan dengan 2 pilihan sulit dan pastinya hanya ada satu pilihan hidup yang dapat dipilih dan akan mengantarkan kita pada suatu perjalanan hidup yang tidak gampang. harus siap dengan berbagai tantangan dan rintangan yang dihadapi ke depan.
jalan hidup yang dipilih bukan persoalan sepele. sekalinya memutuskan memilih one path of two crucial paths of life, hidup kita akan senyatanya berubah. menoleh kembali ke belakang dan memilih another path? mustahil.
ketika memilih menjalani hidup dengan seseorang yang diyakini mampu mengangkat derajat dan martabat keluarga, Ia tidak bisa kembali pada kondisi awal ketika Ia dengan keras berpikir jalan mana yang akan Ia tempuh. jika pada akhirnya Ia menyesal mendapati pasangan hidupnya berselingkuh, lalu look back upon everything dan berniat membina kembali hubungan dengan "dia yang tercampakkan", dan ingin mengulang waktu, hanyalah suatu ke-sia-sia-an. waktu terus berputar. Ia tidaklah Ia yang dulu dan seseorang itu bukanlah seseorang beberapa tahun yang lalu. waktu merubahnya.
ada kalanya, perlu dipikir ulang, apakah "the road you take" adalah the road you are really willing to take. sesuaikah dengan hati nurani? tanggalkan gengsi, imej, ataupun prestise... jangan sampai terlintas keinginan untuk menapaki "the road not taken"...........


"The Road Not Taken"

Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;  

Then took the other, as just as fair
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that, the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,  

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.  

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference. 

L.O.V.E

GREY? yeaaahh. it represents how love actually is. I don't even know up till now how to picture this emotional feeling.

RED? boohoo! why should've I been this ridiculously emotional? who are you? how could you change me? get out of my mind!! mind your own business, please...

BLUE? a damn crybaby am I though? a vaguely irrational woman have I become? you, you, you! because of you!

D.E.F.O.R.M.A.T.I.O.N!
you even remind me of TSP final test!!!

I Love Thee to Death?

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with a passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, --- I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! --- and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

-Elizabeth Barret Browning-